Infatuation

I vow not to swear on this blog as (hi mum & dad) some people who will be more than happy too skin me alive, will do just that if i so much so as type half a swear word.

Anyways, back to my life update. I wouldnt say i have an interesting life, but i guess i keep myself entertained, be it with one tree hill or talking behind people's backs (ha, i kid i kid). or BOOKS, lets not forget the most important hehe

but thats not the point

THE POINT IS THIS

I have been doing alot of this lately^

yes, lip biting. NO not to look hot and sexy or whatever it is you think i lip bite for. BUT because, i am stressed. I bite my lips when i'm stressed, i bite the inner parts mostly. WHICH IS WHY i have ulcers now. soososoosos many ulcers. they have come back to haunt me yet..again :( sad life i'm living here ok & they hurt, and they're so itchy. I cant be scratching my lips, so to ease the itchiness i bite even more. NEVER ENDING PROCESS

which brings me to the real point of my post ( have been ranting i know, soz i talk alot)

I am stressed because

1. I have GCSEs in 5 months & if i dont get an A* for all my 9 papers i would first shit my pants, then jump. END OF ALEXANDRA THAM'S MEDICAL CAREER
2. I have to figure out a way to earn Mrs Denham's trust, not forgetting Mr Hawkins and the entire staff body of CONCORD COLLEGE. ahhhhh, stupid decisions, i dont know why i cant stop making them
3. I need to lose weight. I AM SO FAT
4. I might like you. idk i dont need distractions right now. but its so hard. cus.ur.so.asdfghjkl! BUT i cant, OR CAN I

in distressssss

xxlexi